～自己～

闯祸了><
心情真的很糟...
心里的疑惑
其实这几天几乎都有了答案...
哈哈...
我审核了自己
原来我是很悲观的...
看事情总往坏处想
自卑的性格或许就是这样来的吧


我讨厌自己
动不动就想找你
有事没事都想发讯息给你
我知道这很烦人
但有时真的压抑不住


我讨厌自己
不管什么都太瞻前顾后
欠缺一点男生应有的冲动


希望自己会有所进步！！！

～--～

真的好无聊咯你...
搞小圈圈....
看到都反感...

~T.R.U.S.T~

hmm....
thk for so trusting me...
sorry tat i hurt u....
i shudn't believe all the rumor
i shud tell u all my feeling nxt time

sorry....
i really nt a competent frn=(

~FRIEND is SIMPLE~

actually i really unhappy nowadays...
the life in uni make me crazy...
frankly speaking all of my frn is amazing...
but still there is some quarrel or dissatisfaction between our relationship...


i really felt tiring to guess whether wad u did/said was real or just a fake
oh my god!!!
wad for being so "crap"???
if ther are problems ,
and in fact,
it will not disappear though all act like strongly bonding molecules....


why not sit down and discuss the problem together?
why all like used to pretend friendly?lovely?
talk!!!! share!!!!
true friend is not just equal to ppl who laugh together, chat together or same channel...
no....
friend is about trust...
friend is someone tat we can relay to...


i felt vry impotence upon one of my frn...
though i noe my frn was sad, was hurt, was crying
i cnt help at all...
jus becoz it's too complicated between u guys...
F.R.I.E.N.D just built by 6 alphabets
vry simple...


hope my frn wil be fine soon...
wish that the day, which 3 different gangs can merge together will come soon...